Hello guys! Long time no see, right? I'm not sure what I feel writing this post at midnight… I just wanna show you that I’m still alive, still studying, still lazy lol actually it was a very long and quick year at the same time. It was hard and depressing but I’m here, I’m back, right?
“I have stopped writing post simply because I had no time for this.” I wanted to say that but now I understand, I had time, at least an hour or two a week. But I had no desire, I could not understand if I want to continue bogging or not. It was a very hard to sit down and write. When I started this blog I was 16, I had an only one friend and we met each other only on holidays. I was depressed and blogging was so special for me. Studying every day, no hang outs with friends made me a real hikikomori. You know, a person that always stays at home and is afraid of other people? Well, it is not a proper explanation of this word, but I was that person. So I was addicted to internet and some attention from you, guys. It might sound crazy, but it is true. But at university I found my life. I met people that have the same interests as me, that love me for who I am and who showed me a real life. I became more open and blog was not my soul anymore. So I’ve been thinking about this for the whole year, I wanted to start posting again, seriously! But I wanted to be ready to tell you, myself the truth.
OMG, this post is so freaking strange lol but I gonna come back to blogging, start to be more serious to this, to be more regular and all that kind of jazz… So, I hope you will support me :)
Also I wanted to say a HUGE THANK YOU for still reading Panda’s Magic without any update from me. It is means A LOT for me and I love you so so much!! You’re amazing, my little pandas!
